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June 15, 2011


Remember me? I'm that person who sometimes writes my blog every day. Sometimes every week. Sometimes not for ages. Sorry about that.

The last few weeks has been a punishing regime. First I was stressing about going camping, to the point where I couldn't sleep and was grinding my teeth. Then we went camping. The next day, I went to visit my parents for a few days. The day after that, I went to Oxford for the weekend. Then we had builders in demolishing our chimney. Then I had a session with the dog trainer. Then I went back to work for a week of hideous stressful office politics and other bollocks. Straight after that I went to Cub camp, which involved shopping for thirty, monstrous sleep-deprivation and buckets of rain. Then I got sick, then it was Mattgreen's birthday, then this week I baked five separate lots of cakes for various occasions and this weekend coming we have visitors.

I keep typing ideas for my blog into my phone and not having time to actually write a post. And when I do have time, I'm so exhausted that I lack the mental energy to summon actual words.

I know that I do this to myself and that I'm my own worst enemy. I am prone to saying, "Yes!" to everything and then killing myself trying to live up to unrealistic expectations. I know things are getting bad when I fantasize about having a car accident so I can spend a nice peaceful week or three in hospital without any pressure.

Not good.

bless you. Hope you're feeling better now and that you will be able to take a break sooooon - without the car accident, of course. I'm also keen to know how it went with the dog trainer, perhaps Ludo could pass on some tips to Milla!
Thanks. I'm hanging in there! This weekend has been mercifully quiet which has helped. Will give you a ring re: the dog trainer as it's long-ish, but so far working pretty well :)
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